When you lose sight of your own worth

Over the past few years, I've been feeling a bit unsure of my own value.

I continue to wander as to what I should do to live from now on.

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This is a certain company that we have been supporting since June.

"Now, let's get ready for our business trip the day after tomorrow."

As we were making various preparations, we suddenly received a message from the person in charge.

This activity will be postponed for a while.

Contacted us with the following information.

"...Ahhhhh..."

I don't know how or why they came to that conclusion.

To cancel (or postpone) it at the last minute...

Unless it's something really serious...

"Ah, I'm sure it's because of your support last time."

It's easy to imagine that this has caused my mood to plummet.

Personally, I thought I had done my best and given it my all,

That's why the depression is so intense...

It's already in the past, and I haven't been told the reason or cause, so

Although I know that there are some things that can't be helped no matter how much I think about them,

"What did I do wrong?"

"What caused this?"

"What else could we have done?"

I find myself thinking about these things and going around in circles.

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When the world was hit by the coronavirus pandemic and many industries were affected,

My business is no exception, and I have been forced to shift the way I work and the methods I use.

With fewer face-to-face meetings with people, the amount of work has decreased dramatically.

These changes in the external environment have forced me to reassess my work and the way I work,

At that time,